look into it or just let it go?

im very frustrated of taking care of all those numbers already for whole year...

so frustrated and dissapointed...and now im so tired...

i didnt know should i look into the truth or just let it go?which one is better?
all those tragedy was just endded,i dun want to start it over again..
im so pissed off ,pissed off...

this is just making me more and more heart-ache..

please...dont do this anymore...god knew everything you've done...even before you do it!!

and i know you know this more than i do...

look into it or just let it go? such a difficult decision...